i sounds familiar

years ago when i was on internship. there was someone who always helped me. doing this and that. and i was thankful coz i couldnt handle crowds and mass as good as that guy.

and his friend was maaaaddd at me. bcoz of her friend chose to help me.

i thought what the hell. we were on the same team. why she mad at me?

and i told her if she had a problem with that, she should tell him herself, not to me. she should tell him herself right in front his face. not to me as if she blamed me.

that, really made me mad. and as usual. i cry when i'm mad.

nothing

when someone you care about texted you "i don't care" well you know that's the right moment to stop care too.

why should that goes one way? even if that person really don't care, she don't need to say that right in front your face. it feels like someone throws a thick book right on your face. bitter. painful.

should she had the problem with anyone else, she better fixed that without dragging me in. i am not an owl! 

yes. i. am. mad.