Imaginations...

once upon a time.... #eh 

well. 

have you ever had an imaginary friend? i didnt 😜 but i wished i had  a twin sister, and we could prank people around us. hahaha.

i'm talking about my tot now. she grabbed my phone n opened my image folders.. and saw a can-bday cake we made couple weeks ago. she sang happy bday cheerfully. 

"whose bday?" idk why, i just asked her aimlessly.

"sister's" she replied.

huh. cool.. so she had an imaginary sister now.

"sister's? what's her name?"

"seiya."

i wonder why she picked  a masculine name. perhaps bcoz she saw some episodes of saint seiya. no. i dont allow her to watch that cartoon 😑😑😑

anyways. a kid's mind could be so refreshing huh..

the bracelets

while i'm here, i'll continue writing. it's like dumbledore's pensieve.. haha

i have a friendship bracelet from my penpal. i still keep it somewhere, coz i'm problably a hoarder 😅 and. however. that person is my friend and always be my friend. but that's not the point.

lately i found an advert about distance bracelets. still wondering what's its concept, but it reminds me of someone who loves to wear a bracelet on right wrist.

aaannnd now my thought's juggling to the legend of red thread (don't be confused, this is just the way my mind works. people who can't stand it would run away in a second 😜). alright. red thread of destiny. wait. is that what they name it in english?

the first time i read about it was in a comic. a comic about ballerina who aimed to perform a dancing about it. i can remember few lines.. "going through the time.. and distance.. untill we meet again.. " or sort of.

what's the point of this writing? idk. as i said. it's a pensieve...

bye for now 😜

end of summer

aug. 2005


say it my friend let it out
let us know how you feel
then we'll say
that there's love around us

you know it will change thing we had
is it good or bad we decide
you know we could be weaker or stronger
dont need to think, we'd choose the last one

share things we have together
have no secrets to hide
nothing would last forever
but who knows, ours could be the first
take my hand we're holding hands

Random

randomly pick this blog. why? idk why * joke. yeah of course i know  why. reminds me of sunflowers, thats it.

drifting back to years ago at oral medicine class feb. 4th 2005. that was completely stressful. all of sudden i felt a massive heat. it was so strong n my friends said my face turned into red. i didnt know whats goin on. my friends teased me that i got menopause syndrome 😑😑 puh-lease. i was 23!

it happened again a couple of times everytime i felt stressful. i thought i needed to see doctors. i didnt, tho.

now, that i digged that memory, i know ecxactly what happened...